Thomas always said that love is the answer.
If I love English language more, I will learn more.
Change? How to do it?
The book said:
The first step in making a positive change is recognizing that you ultimately have the choice in any and every decision you make. Secondly, you need to believe in the validity of your decisions, you abilities and your dreams. Thirdly, you need a strong belief in your ability to make anything you wish a reality.
Fear is the main reason most people hesitate when making a decision.
I don't think about my future a lot. I just want to do a lot of things before I am 30.
The age makes me to do the action and decision. I never forget to think what I want to do it.
However, I had a little bit worry about my new life in Sydney.
On the other hand, I think that it is a good start to live without families, boyfriend and try to live alone in different countries.
Start at the beginning, just do it and enjoy doing it. I believe it. I can have happier life in Sydney. I can pass the IELTS exam in April.